story behind each petal...

There you go.... 2011~

2011-12-31T17:16:00.001+08:00

I think the best thing to do before we move on to the New Year would to to reflect on the past year... For me, the past year has been a great experience. I left Spencer Azizul Advertising in February. Joined AkzoNobel in March and left them in November. Then joined Nestle. In terms of career.... mine has been "fast moving".....

My first experience admitting into the hospital for food poisoning. Worst I've had ever. My health could never return to it's original state anymore. The damage was really bad and I'll easily get sick again. Pray that the Lord will watch over me and keep me strong.

I looked back on the different people I met and made friends with. It was indeed a blessed year.... Most of my 2011 was filled with so many colours.... and it has played a huge part in my life. To make things in life as colourful as I could.

and

HAPPY NEW YEAR...

I thought... I am strong...

2011-11-21T19:04:00.001+08:00

This chapter in my life is a rough beginning and I know that I should not give up so easily but... it really is very sad. It's not easy to get into the corporate culture or even to make friends with my new colleagues. I thought when I took on this new job, I am strong enough to overcome all these and stay focused on the career path... However, how could you succeed without any friends to support, encourage and share the burden with you? I missed my friends in my previous workplace... I know that it's only my 2nd week at work but people seemed to be afraid to be my friend. I seemed to be a threat to them because I have a father who is also in the same company but in another department. I know I have to be independent but I have no choice but to always hang out with my dad in the past few days.

Today, as usual, I had no one to take lunch with. I called my father and he was already having lunch. So I thought maybe I asked one of my colleague to lunch. Initially, she said yes. Then she asked me to wait for a while. She asked another colleague permission to allow me to have lunch with them. I felt sad. Does it really matter that my father is in the same company and you are all afraid to befriend me because you feel threatened? I hope this will not go on for too long and soon accept me to be their friends. Or I wont be able to stay up to 2 years or longer...

Farewell AkzoNobel~

2011-11-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

My 2nd last day at work and everyone was already saying goodbye (T_T)...

I will miss the beautiful garden... the place we always have our lovely lunch...

Friends... I will definitely miss them...

I promised her, I'll celebrate OUR birthday together next year.... I hope I could keep the promise...

The wonderful surprised gift..

I guess, the person I will miss the most would be her~~ I thank God for allowing us to cross path here... She has been a sincere friend whom I've spent everyday together doing funny and silly things... We made many memories together... Subway, KFC, Pan Mee, Dai Chow, Karaoke, Amcorp Mall, KL Wai Sek Kai, Chatime, SS2 Mall, Badminton... and many more lovely things we did together... She did not say a single word of goodbye or farewell on my last day of work... i guess to avoid the both of us from being sad or making each other cry.

I received a card from her yesterday when she took half day from work to spend time with me. I got home and opened the card. Tears started flowing. I could not stop feeling so sad but yet grateful to have met someone so appreciative of me in leaving a mark in their life.

Thanks Alice, I hope that we could continue to be great friends and the bond between us will continue to stay strong.

(She purposely wore a dress on my last day... (^__^) )

Chapter 2 ~ Closed

2011-11-10T01:20:00.000+08:00

This was my farewell email to AkzoNobel~

Closing Chapter 2

2011-11-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

Ever wondered how fast time flies when you are so into the things you do? It is time for me to close the second chapter in my work life. New opportunity has been knocking on my door and I've finally made up my mind to go on. Regardless, I hate the to say goodbye...

I will miss the great friends I've made here, good bosses, colourful workplace and the condusive working environment. Of course, there are the good and the down times. Hello! It's MNC. It's not meant to be perfect. Nevertheless, it was a good place to work at.

I have 3 days left until I say farewell~

When the Rich steals from the Poor~

2011-09-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

I got inspiration to write about this topic from church sermon.

How do we practice this commandment: Thou shall not steal. (Exodus 20:15)

When we were very young, watching cartoons like Robin Hood where he steals from the King and give it to the poor was what we label it as Heroism.

However, looking back now by applying what we have learnt in the scriptures on the act of stealing is wrong no matter what.

But then, how do we define stealing? Is it only the act of taking someone's stuff or is it more than that?

Many do not realize that it is often more than that.

So, the question is how and what do we steal from the poor? They are already poor, what is there to steal?

There are plenty to steal.

When you flip the newspaper, everyday you will come across something like: rape, robbery, murder and etc. Most of these crimes are focused on the poor. It is easier to steal from the poor because they do not get much protection from these.

First day @ a brand new work place

2011-03-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

I was so nervous that I could not sleep the entire night... Arrived so early and had to attend orientation the entire day~ colleagues are really friendly... I especially love the way my boss carry herself... very professional and she is a good mentor...

Second day at work and I have to attend to an exhibition at INTI College. With no clue on product knowledge, my boss said it is a good platform for me to interact and get to know about the product range. She is right... I learned a lot today. So far everything is ok... ^_^

Moving on in my career~

2011-02-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

I started somewhere... that somewhere was right here at Spencer Azizul Advertising... Learned a whole new perspective in working in this industry...

Finally, I have grown and leaving my nest to a bigger world...

Thanks for being the most supportive colleagues and friends during my time here (^_^)v

"Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can
meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes,
is certain for those who are friends."
- Richard Bach

Sand Art - "One man's Dream 2010" - SandFantasy

2011-02-10T14:17:00.001+08:00

I'm so fascinated by this art ^_^

Falling down is not defeat. Not getting up is.

2011-01-29T00:43:00.006+08:00

It's just one of those days where there are more downs that ups~

SO WHAT?

There are sunny days and there are cloudy days. Each serves its purpose in life.

The Lord is fair. We often want things our way that we did not see the good things that God has in stored for us.

Why not just take the chances. Let God guide you all the way.

You'll never know it is way better than your own~

Love the song:

Smile, though you heart is aching;

Smile, even though it's breaking;

When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by~

If you smile through you fears and sorrow,

Smile and maybe tomorrow;

You'll see the sun come shinning through..

Don't be sad, my dear friend~ You'll get by....

Time to move on to bigger dreams...

2011-01-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

It was a funny day today... keeping myself so busy to put away the pressure of getting the whole "I quit" thing over and done with~ Had so many meetings to keep my mind busy... Finally, some time middle of the day.. i finally found courage and strength to meet the boss to serve him notice...

He was totally taken by surprised. He was so silent that I took that opportunity to rationalize. The moment I've been so stressed out about was done pretty quickly... I told him, "I wont change my mind". He kinda looked as tho' his world fell apart. Sorry but a girl's got to do what a girl's gotta do... I left the room... feeling so shaky.. don't know who to talk to or where to hide... I went to my colleague's room and sat down and chatted.

I thought to myself~ Finally... I'm free...

Now i need to pack my stuff... Have to get ready to leave...

Lies, deceit, so full of them~

2011-01-05T18:26:00.004+08:00

Trust

how it is defined; is very personal

i thought i know

then again, it was all assumption~

i know, i know it

but

i just am too stupid to see what lies ahead

Lies, lies, lies and more lies... is this what everything is based on nowadays?

nothing real anymore?

no more_.

Searching my heart~

2011-01-05T18:22:00.002+08:00

A friend told me that there is a lesson to be learned if something occurs more than once in life... She said to ask God to search my heart and surrender it to Him... I am still searching, what is it~

Change~ if you could change the world, what would it be?

2011-01-04T16:22:00.002+08:00

I come across this question very often. But haven't given a real thought about what could the possible answers be...

Recently, I've been going through a lot... (seriously.. A LOT.. a whole LOT) Truly it was and always is God's plan to allow me to go through difficult situations. Through these tough times, I began to discover that there are many things that everything He allow to happen, He has his own reason. I may not be a very tough person like how many people say I am but the strength comes from God. The Lord transformed me from my past to who I am now. And I can proudly say, "THAT'S ME, I'M NOT GONNA CHANGE". (Deal with it!) I'd rather stand out from the crowd, than BE the crowd.

So, to come back to that question... I would not change the world. For I BELIEVE (you bet I am) that God works in mysterious ways. He has his reasons for things to happen and things to be that manner.

Just be grateful~ ^_^

The far sight...

2010-11-17T11:53:00.003+08:00

After a long time of running, you realize that you've lost your way. That's how I feel right now. A long term goal achieved less than a year, what more can I ask for. Now feeling so stuck in this quick sad of my life. Just wondering it's just a matter of time when I'll be totally sucked into this other world of the underland. I've reached a point of my life where I don't know where I could go or which direction to take. Everything just feels so stagnant and I'm living a repetitive life, over and over again. I'm no fun anymore. What is that lies ahead of me now?

Feels like I've aged so much but in actual fact I'm still me.

Listening to songs that just becomes one with your soul and fits perfectly to understand how you really feel deep inside.

Should I just give up, get up and move on?

The question is HOW?

Time

2010-08-19T09:49:00.003+08:00

When time has become something that we couldn't quite make it work for us...

I have been so engrossed in to my job and neglecting every other part of my life which made things worst for myself. I only have a little time for myself and God but none for the rest... I wonder what has become of myself... Too much of how to fit into an organisation that changed the whole lifestyle? Or maybe that's just me.... the standards and quality demands from my little self, has changed me totally.

I really wish I could just take off and never look back but the sense of responsibility in me will never let that happen. I need another strategy... I cannot be working like this for the rest of my life... I need a break...

We were colour blind.. why so racist?

2009-12-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

Recently watching the news and movies got me thinking about our future generations.

When we were babies, we were colour blind.

So when did it all change?

I could still remember when I was younger, skin colour did not matter in terms of how I choose who to be my friends but who are genuinely true to you.

This harmonious social relationship we used to have with one another seem to have lost its way along our growth of maturity, not physical but mentally.

Why feel threatened by people who are different from you?

Does it really matter that we have so many divisions and parties to segregate the citizens?

There is a fact which we can never deny this truth.

We are Malaysians no matter what colour or background you are.

If we ourselves do not stand together in unity as One Malaysia, how can you expect any changes?

Everything start small.

We need to achieve unity and understanding with one another.

Colour and Religion has nothing to do with any of it.

Live well for our future generations.

Amazing Love

2009-06-29T02:09:00.004+08:00

A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

Proverbs 18:24 New International Version

When we are so far away from home, we need support and encouragement... God always plan in such a way we are never alone.. He has never forsaken us but brings us much more closer with friends all around us to keep one another company and support each other physically and mentally...

I'm glad God is here with me... Though I'm here away from home... He has blessed me with friends..

Thank you Jesus...

One month already....

2009-06-18T07:13:00.003+08:00

It's been one month being here in UK... What have I been doing? Well quite a lot... I've been to Sheffield, Anfield, Everton Park, Wavertree Park, Fomby... hmmm... Chester.... So far I've not visited the museums in Liverpool... I plan to go visit them one day after class or probably tomorrow ^_^

Being here so far away from home sometimes makes me feel homesick but in a way this is a good training to be independent rather than always being under the care and protection of family members that would not allow me to develop sense of Independence...

It's gonna be Father's Day soon... Just a couple of days away... Miss my dad... (yes dad... wipe that smirk off your face...) I'm just being human... I miss my dad's lame jokes, nuisance, annoyance... That is what makes my dad so interesting all the time... despite pressure from work he would still "entertain" us... Sadly... He'll be alone for Father's day.. But no worries... when I go back I'll celebrate hehe...

My housemates are really awesome.. 1 big sister always looking out for us... 1 grandma who takes care of us by reminding us about eating healthy... 1 jolly-full who cheers everyone up everyday with funny antics and craziness... 1 very quiet and random joker who makes us burst to laughter when she is in random mode... and me... very clumsy and lame princess... all in all God placed us together under one roof for a reason... despite we are all different... we blend really well together...

Assignments are piling up as I'm blogging here... have 120 credits to meet in 3 months... phew.. heavy load... but God is here to get me through rough and smooth times...

Arrival at UK

2009-05-16T14:03:00.004+08:00

Yes.. UK at last... Travelling alone for the first time to such a faraway country is not easy.... but I managed... because I wasn't really alone... God was with me all the way... The flight was quite bumpy... so couldn't sleep on board and was too afraid to sleep while waiting to check in...

Arrived in Manchester airport exactly 7am in the morning... but there were no space for the plane to park so had to sit in the plane and wait for 10 mins. Then went through the immigration counter... it wasn't really that bad... but I was interviewed twice... Pretty tight huh...

After that went to get my luggage.. it was quite difficult for me because I had 2 hand carry and I was going over to the conveyor belt to get my other bigger luggage and my sister's floorball stick..

So nervous to see so many people everywhere and afraid of my own luggage safety.... (the stories that your relatives are so influenced by the media about people putting drugs in your luggage while you are not looking...) I felt so clumsy... I got my big luggage... dragging 2 luggage, I wanted to go and get a trolley... but I needed 1 pound coin.... so I quickly go to the coin machine and change my notes to coins... waited so long until everyone has left the conveyor belt... still my sister's floorball stick was no where to be found... I waited for 1 hour yet nothing came out...

So I suspect it went missing therefore I decided to go and report to the missing luggage counter... took me another 30 mins there waiting for my turn and getting it reported...

1 tip... do not mess around with airport people... they are very strict in everything....

Left the airport and guess what.. the 1st place my sis and her friends brought me to was McD ^_^ (I had KFC in KLIA with my family before that)

I couldn't eat anything because I was well fed on Etihad airways.... 2 main meals on each flight...

I showered when I got home and quickly went to bed.. exhausted... slept from 11am to 3.30pm and my sister woke me up to go to church in Sheffield... there was this Summerfest Reunited worship there... It was great! People were very friendly...

Got home to Liverpool at 12 midnight... I quickly changed and went to bed... still havent recovered from exhaustion...

I woke up at 6.15am just now... hmm... everyone else is still sleeping... so this is my 2 days experience ^_^

Thank God for keeping me safe all the way...

Don't think I'll feel alien to this place because it is quite similar to home. Roads, streets... semak-samuns ^_^ Just that weather is different and it looks like green ocean everywhere on the highway... When I looked at it.... my mind seems to be playing the sound of music song LOL.. ~The hills are alive.... with the sound of music.... So far I am still OK with the weather... but those of you who think that our college DK ABF is cold.. then this is freezing... weather is very unpredictable... So be prepared peps..

If I were a Butterfly

2009-05-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

When I was in Sunday school, this is one of my favourite song...

So happen during Mother's Day sunday service, the worship singer sang this song... Brought back all my lovely childhood memories...

Words and Music by Brian Howard

If I were a butterfly, I’d thank you Lord for giving me wings
If I were a robin in a tree, I’d thank you Lord that I could sing
If I were a fish in the sea, I’d wiggle my tail and I’d giggle with glee
But I just thank you father for making me, me

For you gave me a heart and you gave me a smile
You gave me Jesus and you made me your child
And I just thank you Father for making me, me

If I were an elephant, I’d thank you Lord by raising my trunk
If I were a kangaroo, You know I’d hop right up to you
If I were an octopus, I’d thank you Lord for my fine looks
But I just thank you Father for making me, me

For you gave me a heart and you gave me a smile
You gave me Jesus and you made me your child
And I just thank you Father for making me, me

If I were a wiggly worm, I’d thank you Lord that I could squirm
If I were a fuzzy wuzzy bear, I’d thank you Lord for my fuzzy, wuzzy hair
If I were a crocodile, I’d thank you Lord for my great smile
But I just thank you Father for making me, me

For you gave me a heart and you gave me a smile
You gave me Jesus and you made me your child
And I just thank you Father for making me, me

By the way... Juwita Suwito was in my church with her God parents who is my church member... she presented a beautiful song unplanned ^_^ Amazing Love

When life gets you down...

2009-05-09T20:37:00.001+08:00

It's never easy... to be someone you are not...

Just be yourself...

Beautiful & Sweet Dreams

2009-05-01T12:51:00.002+08:00

I just had the most beautiful dream...

So real like a dream come true...

But... suddenly wake up from the dream...

Haven't sleep so soundly for days..

Gosh I wish I press "replay" for that dream ^_^

Take me to the Stars...

2009-04-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

Just take me to the stars...

Up in the sky..

Beautiful eh?

That's why I want to be there...

Looks peaceful.. can give me a good night sleep...

Don't need to be so clear...

2009-04-27T13:59:00.002+08:00

How to tell someone something without hurting their feelings? But if we don't we get hurt by them ourselves?

Yes, it is never easy to express clearly what we really mean...

Being Asians.. all the more our conversations have second meaning or hidden meaning...

But do people actually get them ? Is it that hard?

To mean something, you don't need to say it out loud sometimes...

Just need to use what it's called as body gesture, facial expression or tone of our voice to mean something or to show that we mean something out of our context...

Talking to a person who doesn't even try to understand or pay attention to you.. is a tiring thing...

Conversation being shut off just like that would be worst...

Regardless.... to say something that we truly mean... could be shown in many aspects but saying it...

Sleepless nights...

2009-04-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

If I only dreams could be beautiful enough to keep me asleep...

Or imaginations carry me through to go to sleep...

If it is that easy to just imagine me taking off to another planet and sleep through the night just like any ordinary person...

Oh dear... what have become of me?

Too much stress? I don't think so....

but what is keeping me awake... so awake at night?

I am so awake that I sleep in the afternoon or don't sleep at all?

All this sleepless nights is making me so sick now that I am drowned in what it's called as headaches and fever in reality....

Staying awake the entire night did not kept me disciplined enough to focus in studying or doing my assignments...

Is it the humid weather? or is it just me?

Do I actually have so much to think? I hope not...

When You Lied...

2009-04-23T12:37:00.003+08:00

When you lie.... What were you thinking? Fooling the world with your lies are just wretched...

You fake away your identity... you fake away your personality...

MOST IMPORTANT..

You faked our relationship...

Do you think lies are undetectable?

Honey, it ain't that simple...

God is watching... He is listening... He is everywhere....

You faked your whole life... were you really you when you said you cared?

You are so foolish to think that you can fool me...

The world does not revolve around you gal...

If it did... I'm sorry to say... you are a destruction...

Until today... You destroyed my loved ones....

All because of your LIES...

I'm so evil now that I hope God will punish you instantly each time you lie...

But I will be merciful not to wish for that..

You know the saying "Becareful what you wish for.."

I hope you will come to your senses quick...

For you'll regret what you did...

May God Bless You... (I really mean it)

It's just a habitat I own but not mine....

2009-03-21T10:53:00.003+08:00

I remember clearly last week's sermon... Very real indeed what the speaker said about "Children an invitation to Growth". Is it?

I wouldn't doubt the word of God because it's the truth...

Today young people are the prophetic voices... aren't we? We fight for our voices to be heard.

The most important point that I find difficult to believe is that to know whether a home is success or not, ask the children... as they are close observers who will give you honest feedback to life..

It is true in a way but it does not work in every thing or everyone...

Children are always belittled and their voices are not heard... For them to speak up takes the courage of the entire world... but their thoughts are just shun away...

Children tried to show you the problem before it gets worst.... but as adults... you are far more superior and authoritarian compared to them...

Therefore if a place where they called home is threatened... it cannot move on the the second level of the Maslow Hierarchy... how else would other needs be achieved?

I leave the rest to your thoughts....

EARTH Hour 2009

2009-02-19T14:22:00.002+08:00

Let Us do our Part in Saving Our Mother Earth....

It's time to turn off that light people.... you can make the change...

AMS2 08/09 I bid you all Farewell

2009-01-30T01:01:00.003+08:00

The sweetest thing in life is full of friends... Friends that are always there be it for better or worst...

I guess there is always a parting day where we will all go our own way

but

do keep in touch my dear classmates..

Without any one of you.. AMS2 would have been an incomplete bunch..

Take Care peps! Journey ahead in life is still full of surprise...

I know you will all succeed ^_^

Face Masked

2009-01-28T15:21:00.002+08:00

Every year, we have family reunion. Each reunion, there is always a story behind it. Most of the time its a sad story... we could hardly see through to the center of the problem but we know that it exist among us. People will always be people. Selfish and full of deceit. All these is not under our control.

I have an uncle... grand uncle. On the outside, well and healthy. He is always full of joy and always thank God for being able to live everyday. However, I could always sense through his laughter... there is always bitterness. Bitterness that he has kept stored in his heart for years.... In a family, no matter how happy it is... it is not a perfect one. Though it may not be perfect, it is still a family.

Every joke he tells, every word he says to bring joy into other people's life.... still his own life is not filled with the joy he shared with others... It is indeed sad to see that this old man has reached this point of his life where this he do is not appreciated by his own family... no matter how much he is disrespected by his own family.. still he holds the family together with love.... when can he feel that love?

I guess many young people just do not understand how the older generation feel... they have gone through so much and at this age... their life is just like another trade... they've risked their future raising their children and hope just for respect and appreciation at the end... nothing else...

All i can do is to pray for his family and visit him and let him feel what a family is like...

Tata 2008 & Hello 2009!

2009-01-01T00:39:00.002+08:00

New Year's eve signals the end of an old era and the beginning of a new one. The old year's problems and struggles become a dim memory when we think of getting a fresh start. It must have been something like that for the Isrealites who stood with Joshua and looked at the new era ahead of them. (Joshua 1:1-9)

Behind them were 40 years of wandering in the desert. Ahead was a land of milk and honey. And best of all, they had God's promise that He would be with them.

So...

"Do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord, your God is with you wherever you go."

Joshua 1:9

So have a blessed and New year 2009....

Look ahead for God promise us a better future...

Immersed in stress and coursework....

2008-12-07T17:20:00.002+08:00

The past few weeks I've been really busy with my thesis, campaign planning and other assignments. The challenge this time for campaign planning is more on people and commitment. Of course when I take up the responsibility I don't just chicken out but continue to improve my leadership skills and communication skills. It is tough when dealing with different people and tasks. Same goes stretching to the maximum my capability. It is sad to see that this time's event, many have no heart to do their best and enjoy the planning process. Many things are done as though it is forced to... nevertheless... a life without challenge is completely dull... so no matter how tough it is... I will strive for the best... ^_^

TARC Main Campus Student - Morons and Disgrace

2008-11-16T12:56:00.002+08:00

In this video itself we can see how some people can careless about their life. Not only theirs but other road users. And they think it's a joke. Wonder where they put their brains.... Even the TARC security guards also do not do anything but to encourage their actions... So who is to blame? Truly this is a disgrace to the TAR College community...

Tuesdays with Morrie

2008-10-28T13:25:00.002+08:00

I'm so excited.... I just got this book from my friend in US... He told me that it's a very inspirational book... and he recommends me to read it... so he bought this book and ask his friend to pass it to me... Have yet to read the book... just the first chapter... hahaha... but it's a great chapter so far... Will review the book when I finish it ^_^

Thanks Alex Tang...

Pitch Presentation

2008-10-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

Just finish doing my pitch presentation today. It took a lot out of me. Haha.. I was so nervous. Somehow I wasn't really satisfied with my own presentation. Nevertheless, there isn't much I can do now. I have a feeling I know who will be selected as winning team for this pitch presentation. It's pretty clear who the winner was, looking at the presentation. But it was indeed a very good experience. I have given my all... or that's what I thought.... could have done better. Not some kind of a perfectionist... still have space to learn a lot.... haha...

posting ME..

2008-10-22T18:35:00.002+08:00

Actually I have alot to blog about or should I say... SAY... however I have too many things to do at the moment... I shall update when I am not so hands full ^_^...

Packed aren't I?

2008-10-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

It's really odd to how much a person can change.... My old school friends keep telling me that I've changed alot... well yes... for better I hope... Somehow, no one can understand why I keep myself so busy or I am so busy... Friends compare me with another college mates and well of course no one is all the same... yeah? People said I've lost my "fun" side... even refer to me as aunty... I can't help it... As we grow "older"... our thinking changes to our surroundings... We tend to think alot about the future... How to further improve ourselves so that we are at par to the level of what the market needs... Of course, no one is perfect... I took some break from my thesis... and well reflect on what some of the comments friends made last night to me... I feel that I have priorities and responsibilities growing that I cannot simply just chill... I just can't stop myself from thinking about planning for assignments or my thesis or event assignment even when I am resting.. I guess this is too much eh? How we all wish life isn't so tough or packed... but the decision often lie in our own hands.. we choose to be busy or free... but the consequences may differ... So I still decide to be the responsible one rather than the carefree one...

Melaka for a day...

2008-09-20T12:59:00.000+08:00

Melaka for a day... it was so so so ... hot...

Went to shop at their mall...

Sightseeing... lazy to climb up the hill...

People say she is my mother in law.. but hey.. that's my mom -_-"

They call him my boyfriend... well if you think that way I have nothing else to say... he's my brother... younger brother...

Went to this place to have dinner.. hmm... food not very nice.. yet expensive... cos it's so called famous place..

Then after dinner... my dad's staff brought us here.. so lame -_-""""

This is the hotel decoration... miniature kampung deco... very cute...

All in all it was okay... quite fun... what i need is relaxing holiday.... ^_^

Officially close ^_^

2008-09-18T05:54:00.000+08:00

Today marks the day of my stress free day from college. I finally finish my exam. This semester have been the toughest one among all other semesters... Hopefully I'll be able to rest well before I start my dissertation.... thinking about it already freak me..
Jo n lydia... I can't wait till we go to Cameron... Chill there... hehe

Can we hope?

2008-09-15T02:34:00.000+08:00

Can we hope for a better future for Malaysia? Will people ever learn from their mistakes?

Hope is a belief for better outcome in events and situations in one's life. It plays quite an important role in shaping a person's thoughts and character.

So can we all hope for Malaysia? Time seems to be running out for our country. What ever we say or do regardless of any matter be it positive or negative, harmful or harmless... we could see the misuse of power taken place here...

I urge my fellow friends to pray for Malaysia's political stability.
This is OUR COUNTRY, OUR FUTURE AND OUR HOPE.

Silent & Deadly 2 hours Torture

2008-09-12T03:23:00.000+08:00

I think I didn't only attempt to suicide but have suicided many times mentally in the exam hall today...

I have never felt so crushed, empty and dumb.... I was so full of confidence last night when I did my revision with my dad... and all that I have studied is considered "down the drain" today... I couldn't sleep whole night thinking about "whether I have studied enough for the exam"... I even wake up again bout 12 midnight to go through the textbook and notes again to double confirm... still I couldn't really sleep but heck... I forced myself to get enough rest before the exam... I decided not read anymore cos I'm afraid I over do it... When I entered the hall... I quickly flip the exam paper... The exam haven't even start and I felt like there is no floor below me... it like I'm falling into a dark pit... endless bottom... I do not know how else to further describe my huge disappointment with the exam questions.... and myself.... I sat there first half an hour staring blankly in to the exam questions.... looking at my blank answer booklet.... looking at the time ticking... made me really nervous and I really feel like crying... I felt like writing "I don't know.... or Yes miss... I'm dumb I don't know how to answer" on all the blank sheet of answer booklet... The amount of stress I put on myself to memorize the important elements of Chapter 1 - 6 of the textbook.... I really feel like sitting on a tall chair in the middle of the class and all the lecturers dancing around me calling me stupid....

I cried driving all the way home today... the traffic was heavy.... it took me longer than usual to reach home... I even put on the sunglasses to cover my tear stained face... How pathetic.... I'm watching myself fall and yet I can't do anything to stop it... All my life of examination... I've never felt like today... even when I took Add Math paper during SPM... I know that my teacher teach me before... I can't get an A but I can pass... So certain... Today... Looking at the question makes me wonder am I in the right room? right seat? did my lecturer teach me before? So... is this what people refer to as killing paper? I have a feeling that I will re-sit... there is no certainty in me that I will pass... I feel so hopeless now... I don't know how else to go on studying for my other 3 papers....

I guess this particular lecturer must be laughing now to know that she succeed in destroying my life... our life... yeah you deserve an award... hope it makes you happier... (applause for you... you're plan worked... it totally worked... )

Appetite~less moment...

2008-09-10T06:24:00.000+08:00

Ever have the feeling of food don't matter anymore?

Somehow I feel like I do not know what else to eat nor do I feel the hunger....

People used to eat to live... then some live to eat... but I don't feel that eating matters now...

Yes I'm under alot of stress.... Business and Ecommerce is really tough... Its so difficult to memorize the textbooks... Not my kinda thing to memorize... I always have alot to write... as long as I understand... but business just don't make any sense to me...

~~help...

Have been expriencing sleepless nights.... Nights filled with nightmares... In the nightmares... all sorts of stories seem to fill the night... I've even gone to places I haven't been to...with people I haven seen before...

Even wondered in my dream who is making all the stories in my dreams.... I used to read alot of Enid Blyton's storybooks and.... fairy tales is my kinda genre... Love imagination... No restrictions to what can go on in the mind... as I read... the brain starts to picture it in the mind... no need tv... all is in the mind.... I really miss being a kid.... not much to worry... just have fun everyday... no exams... hmmm... I think I'll continue to dream on...

Exam Period...

2008-09-05T08:58:00.000+08:00

5th Sept Moral & Etika

11th Sept Business and E-Commerce

13rd Sept Politics & The Media

15th Sept Theory of Film

17th Sept Advanced Electronic Media

Looking at all the dates.... I'm not sure if I'm prepared yet.... Gosh 1st paper Moral... already no fun for this exam....

But deliver us.... from EVIL... Pray for Malaysia...

2008-09-01T06:45:00.000+08:00

Independance day of Malaysia... 51st... We came a long way... but there are evildoers who wants to destroy the peace... We need to pray for Malaysia.. Light a candle infront of your house and pray for Malaysian's future... Our FUTURE....

Today's sermon... is the last part of the Lord's prayer... but deliver us from evil...

Evil here represents... Satan... I just realize that there are so many names given to the Satan in the Bible...

Abaddon - Revelation 9:11
"And they had a king over them, [which is] the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in the Hebrew tongue [is] Abaddon, but in the Greek tongue hath [his] name Apollyon."

Accuser of the brethren - Revelation 12:10
"And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night. "

Adversary (one who stands against) - 1Peter 5:8
"Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: "

Angel of the bottomless pit - Revelation 9:11
"And they had a king over them, [which is] the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in the Hebrew tongue [is] Abaddon, but in the Greek tongue hath [his] name Apollyon."

Angel of light - 2Corinthians 11:14
"And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. "

Antichrist - 1John 4:3
" And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that [spirit] of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world. "

Apollyon - (Greek Apolluwn, or Destroyer) - Revelation 9:11
" And they had a king over them, [which is] the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in the Hebrew tongue [is] Abaddon, but in the Greek tongue hath [his] name Apollyon."

Beelzebub - Matthew 12:24; Mark 3:22; Luke 11:15
" But when the Pharisees heard [it], they said, This [fellow] doth not cast out devils, but by Beelzebub the prince of the devils. " (Matthew 12:24)
" And the scribes which came down from Jerusalem said, He hath Beelzebub, and by the prince of the devils casteth he out devils. " (Mark 3:22)
" But some of them said, He casteth out devils through Beelzebub the chief of the devils. " (Luke 11:15)

Belial - 2Corinthians 6:15
" And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? "

Devil - Matthew 4:1; Luke 4:2,6; Revelation 20:2
" Then was Jesus led up of the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil. " (Matthew 4:1)
" Being forty days tempted of the devil. And in those days he did eat nothing: and when they were ended, he afterward hungered. . . . And the devil said unto him, All this power will I give thee, and the glory of them: for that is delivered unto me; and to whomsoever I will I give it. " (Luke 4:2,6)
" And he laid hold on the dragon, that old serpent, which is the Devil, and Satan, and bound him a thousand years, " (Revelation 20:2)

Dragon - Revelation 12:7
" And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels, "

Enemy - Matthew 13:39
" The enemy that sowed them is the devil; the harvest is the end of the world; and the reapers are the angels. "

Evil spirit - 1Samuel 16:14
" But the Spirit of the LORD departed from Saul, and an evil spirit from the LORD troubled him. "

Father (father) of all liars - John 8:44
" Ye are of [your] father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it. "

God (god) of this world - 2Corinthians 4:4
" In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them. "

Great red dragon - Revelation 12:3
" And there appeared another wonder in heaven; and behold a great red dragon, having seven heads and ten horns, and seven crowns upon his heads. "

Lucifer - Isaiah 14:12
" How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! [how] art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! "

Man of sin - 2Thessalonians 2:3
" Let no man deceive you by any means: for [that day shall not come], except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; "

Murderer - John 8:44
" Ye are of [your] father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it."

Old serpent - Revelation 12:9, 20:2
" And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him. " (Revelation 12:9)
" And he laid hold on the dragon, that old serpent, which is the Devil, and Satan, and bound him a thousand years, " (Revelation 20:2)

Power of darkness - Colossians 1:13
" Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated [us] into the kingdom of his dear Son: "

Power of death - Hebrews 2:14
" Forasmuch then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same; that through death he might destroy him that had the power of death, that is, the devil; "

Prince of this world - John 12:31, 14:30, 16:11
" Now is the judgment of this world: now shall the prince of this world be cast out." (John 12:31)
" Hereafter I will not talk much with you: for the prince of this world cometh, and hath nothing in me. " (John 14:30)
" Of judgment, because the prince of this world is judged. " (John 16:11)

Prince of the power of the air - Ephesians 2:2
" Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience: "

Roaring lion - 1Peter 5:8
" Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: "

Ruler of darkness - Ephesians 6:12
" For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high [places]. "

Satan - 1Chronicles 21:1; Job 1:6; John 13:27; Acts 5:3, 26:18; Romans 16:20; Revelation 20:2
" And Satan stood up against Israel, and provoked David to number Israel. " (1Chronicles 21:1)
" Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan came also among them. " (Job 1:6)
" And after the sop Satan entered into him. Then said Jesus unto him, That thou doest, do quickly. " (John 13:27)
" But Peter said, Ananias, why hath Satan filled thine heart to lie to the Holy Ghost, and to keep back [part] of the price of the land? " (Acts 5:3)
" To open their eyes, [and] to turn [them] from darkness to light, and [from] the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me. " (Acts 26:18)
" And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ [be] with you. Amen. " (Romans 16:20)
" And he laid hold on the dragon, that old serpent, which is the Devil, and Satan, and bound him a thousand years, " (Revelation 20:2)

Serpent - Genesis 3:4, 14; 2Corinthians 11:3; Revelation 20:2
" And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die: . . . And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou [art] cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life: " (Genesis 3:4, 14)
" But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ. " (2Corinthians 11:3)
" And he laid hold on the dragon, that old serpent, which is the Devil, and Satan, and bound him a thousand years, " (Revelation 20:2)

Son of perdition - John 17:12
" While I was with them in the world, I kept them in thy name: those that thou gavest me I have kept, and none of them is lost, but the son of perdition; that the scripture might be fulfilled. "

Tempter - Matthew 4:3; 1Thessalonians 3:5
" And when the tempter came to him, he said, If thou be the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread. " (Matthew 4:3)
" For this cause, when I could no longer forbear, I sent to know your faith, lest by some means the tempter have tempted you, and our labour be in vain. " (1Thessalonians 3:5)

Thief - John 10:10
" The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have [it] more abundantly. "

Wicked one - Matthew 13:19, 38
" When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth [it] not, then cometh the wicked [one], and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is he which received seed by the way side. . . . The field is the world; the good seed are the children of the kingdom; but the tares are the children of the wicked [one]; "

By Wayne Stenhouse

Why so many names? He is good in disguising... to suit the purpose he plan.. Beware...

George and Dragon ^_^

2008-08-26T09:53:00.000+08:00

A great place for dinner.... Love the decorations....

Very UNIQUE..

This is the owner... and my brother hehe..

Well want to check this place out? Its in Johor Bharu near Danga Bay...

Dont ask about the price... ^_^

Two GOOD NEWS!!!

2008-08-24T03:05:00.000+08:00

Hah! Can't believe it.... Petrol price reduced... I got the sms yesterday from The Star that the price will be reduced... Good la...

What everyone didn't realize behind this price reduction is actually a gimmick... come on la... what is just around the corner?

By-election... This is a way or probably the only way after so many "things" they are doing to make the people have "faith" in them so that they can win the by-election against PKR....

Isn't it a lil' tooooooooooo.... LATE? what has become of our country.... so pathetic....

Good NEWS No.2...

Avril Lavigne Malaysia Show to go ahead!!!!

Yeah!!! Thank goodness...

We are the judge to what type of content and culture we want to accept... We do not need others to make the decision and censor the content for us..

My Lil Tigger...

2008-08-23T06:56:00.000+08:00

(3 months old)

I miss the cute little Tigger when she was smaller... she is 1 year and 8months old... so cute and cuddly still... just that you can see from the picture.. I still prefer the smaller her... hehe... she is not like a rabbit at all... more like a puppy... she will lick your hand if you ask her to lick... she will not simply poop anywhere... and she got the whole kitchen to herself as she don't like slippery floor...

Wednesday afternoon at 1U....

2008-08-21T09:07:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since I spend my own time by myself.... probably... there will be more of this personal time now... Suddenly feel weird to be all by myself... I used to go kai kai by myself... I can suddenly feel like shopping, then just take the car and drive all the way to 1U from puchong just to shop... (window shopping) hehehe... but after sometime... probably when you already grow up... you finally realize that your life does not only revolve around these things... Tend to find things to make you feel more worth living...

Well I slept very early this morning... haha.. today is my mom's birthday... so this morning at 3 something.. I havent sleep... I sms-ed her to wish her happy birthday.. I slept about 5.45 this morning.. Was watching Hong Kong drama... very interesting.. (the movie too touching that I cried and cried in the last few episodes.... so I can't sleep yet or I'll wake up with swollen eyes @~@)

I had lunch with my Universal colleagues... really miss them... Zoe, Doreen and Hui Yee... Well as usual we chatted, laughed and all... then they have to return to the office... so I hang around cos later tonight I am going to watch a movie premiere.. Death Race. During my internship, almost everyday when I go to ASTRO, the promo exec there will give me some movie premiere passes or free movie tickets... It was really fun cos I go to the movies every week with my family... we watched all kinds of films of cos... now that I'm back to coll... need to pay to watch a movie.. so hardly got the time to go and watch.. but when my parents are back for the weekend... sometimes my dad would just ask me to buy ticket online for certain movies he wants to watch... The funny thing is that, when I had those free tickets, my fav place to watch a movie is 1U...GSC... so the seat is wide, comfortable and clean.. my parents enjoyed it.. but when I bought the tickets to the place nearest to our place... IOI mall..zzzzz.... my parents even complained... so well... (don't go to IOI mall's GSC.. disgusting...) well life's like that... that's the only common thing that we could do as a family now... the whole family all over the place..

Now at coffee bean.... mmmm... Coffee.. (Jo, coffee... hehehe...) all by myself here studying.... I felt so sleepy... didn't get enough sleep... gosh... my exam is from 5th to 17th Sept... long time... wuwuwu.... 1st paper some more moral... haih... my BM give back to my teacher already... have to struggle with the language especially when you are used to english.... you tend to have questions like, "erm... what is this word in BM?".... I even did that when my did my moral presentation.... super gila lo... well what to do... I think its a little too late for us to study moral lo... we are mature and we wont do what we are studying lo... even when we learned all those 'nilai-nilai murni'... how many of us really do exactly what we are taught? probably 50%.... or less.. I mean you look at Malaysia... if you were to help an old lady cross the road... do you think they will let you? We are all so protective of ourselves... when it comes to strangers... so... noway man... hardly will see this kind of "SCENE" in Malaysia...

Lonely road...

2008-08-16T05:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel really bored and lonely when travelling all alone in the car on my way to college and back... spending most of the time on the road seems... like a waste of time...

Not to mention the jams... slow coach.... idiotic drivers....

I have in many ocassions almost meet with accident... there were many times I felt so tired.. almost wanting to doze off but I turned the music louder... to keep myself awake...

Throughout my trip to and from college... I felt like there is no purpose... there is this kinda feeling that keeps telling myself.. "no i don't want to drive... it so tiring".. more often than not I cant keep myself focused on the lectures or tutorials...

Gosh... sometimes I feel how nice if there were someone to accompany me through all this meaningless trips... Looking out for myself is... well... not very easy... I'm get sick real easy... my life is under pressure... so stressful... sometimes I really wonder.. "If someone could replace me for a week"...

But... throughout all these activities and busy schedule life... I'm glad.. i'm not really alone... God was always there for me... protecting me on the road, at home, at college, outside... if it weren't for HIM... I would not survive what I do... or where I go...

Thank you God...

Alas!

2008-08-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

At last, even though I was sick and under so much pressure, I manage to finish film assignment on time. Phew! Last few days was really a battle field. I was too sick to focus on the assignment that I had to sleep at 9pm and wake up 6am to study for my film quiz and do my assignment. Now I feel relieved... I can sleep well tonight... Man.. talk about crazy semester... Fun while it lasted... Final exam is in 2 weeks time... hmmm have to start preparing... Argh! Still got dissertation T_T wuwuw...

Its nothing new... but do YOU know?

2008-08-11T04:14:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... you must be wondering what am I referring to... there are many issues that are not new to us but do YOU CARE? Do you do what ever that is in your MIGHT to HELP?

What I am referring to is HUMAN TRAFFICKING... its sad to know that there is still such uncivilized humans in our midst...

Today in church, its social concern Sunday... indeed there are many concerns and issues that we would hope to focus and attend to.... but we cannot do it alone... ONE cannot speak for the MANY but can only BRING AWARENESS.... ACTION wise is another matter...

TWO true story I would like to share, I am not going to tell you how many or what is the statistics because no matter how much people are trying to bombard us with the statistics... people just do not care anymore...

The first true testimony, is about a family who sold their daughter to a nearby city for a TV set. But when they found out what she was working in a brothel..... DO YOU KNOW WHAT HER PARENTS SAID?

"Should have sold her for 2 TV sets instead of one"

Many of these human trafficking starts from your closest family members.

The second true story is about a girl Elizabeth*
She was 14 when she was sold as a sex slave in Thailand. While other children her age would be out playing with friends, her days and nights was never ending horror of threat, degradation and repeated rape. All started when she was approached by a lady who offered her a job at the neighbouring town. Being the eldest, she thought she could help out financially in her family as well as saving up to go to a Bible college (she was from a christian family). Not knowing, she was sold by this lady to a human trafficker and sold to a brothel. She was then told she owed a certain sum of money, therefore she need to serve customers to pay off her debt. Trapped in her mind and her surrounding, she was locked up in a brothel cell. There was no one she could turn to for help, except GOD. Alone in the dark, she remembered what she was taught in Sunday school. She scrawled about the Lord being her Light, her Stronghold and Deliverer from evildoers, devouring her flesh. She lied down on the hard floor, crying our to her Father for help.

This is what she scrawled on the wall of her brothel cell with lipstick...

The Lord is my light & my salvation
Whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life
Of whom shall I be afraid?
When evildoers assail me to devour my flesh
My adversaries and foes-
They shall stumble and fall.
Through an army encamp against me
My heart shall not fear.
Psalm 27

What would you write on the wall... if you were in her place....

Now, praise the Lord, she is a sex trafficking survivor. Currently studying in a college. But no matter, her life bears the scars of her trauma, which will take time to heal.

MILLIONS OF HUMANS OUT THERE ARE PAID LITTLE OR NO MONEY, LOCKED AWAY, AND CONTROLLED BY VIOLENCE, INTIMIDATION, AND FEAR. THEY ARE FORCED TO LABOR AWAY IN SWEATSHOPS, PLACES OF PROSTITUTION, RESTAURANTS, HOTELS, FIELDS AND HOMES AS DOMESTIC WORKERS.

ARE YOU AWARE OF THIS? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO NEXT?

There is still HOPE, we need to work together to try to curb this.

Isaiah 1:17
Learn to do right! seek justice, encourage the oppressed, rebuke the oppressor, defend the cause of the fatherless, plead the case of the widow"

Proverbs 31:8-9
"Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all who are destitude. Speak up and judge fairly; Defend the rights of the poor and needy."

You think Malaysia is safe from this? Think again...

Sadly, Malaysian are also involve in this uncivilized act....

Rain rain rain.... YEAH!!!

2008-08-08T05:59:00.000+08:00

Cool shower... that's what KL needs right now... the weather is a killer heat... even though it poured for less than an hour... but it washed the heat right off the roads, houses, cars, everything that it came in contact with... I can feel the refreshing breeze outside my house... that is the real fresh air we all need everyday...

If only its clean enough for us to play in... I don't remember playing under the rain before... hmmm.. let me refresh my own memory...

I think I did try to play in the rain... 3 times.. in 3 different places...

once in Kuantan house... I was 5yrs old... I played in the outdoor airwell... (i'm not sure if its called that) well it was drizzling after a heavy rain... so my brother and I went out there to play... picking out all the green moss...

once in Sabah house... also after a heavy rain.... we had a baby bath tub so v put it out under the pouring rain to collect rain water... then after that... we played with the water...

and another time is at JB house... we had hydroponic.. so when we did not use it.. the tub we used it to collect rain water... then we played water gun... (yes I play water guns too)

there was one funny incident... when I was in Subang house.. my mom just refilled the bath soap.. and my brother and I went to the toilet and played bubbles.... haha... well... we finish using the whole 1 liter bath soap... (yeah my mom ground us after that... but it was funny....)

Think of all the things we play with and how easily contented we are when we were young...

So you see.. we often forget how much we truly miss the rain after it isn't around for a while...

I'm down with MONSTER ALLERGY.....

2008-08-08T05:35:00.000+08:00

Hah... Talk about itchy... its been awhile since I got allergy.... I'm still trying to figure out what I ate that triggered the allergy.... it looks disgusting... when I touch my skin its like goose bumps... and touching it gives me more goose bumps... ewe... hhheeelllpppppp.... eeeee..... I can't believe I'm writing about my allergy... I think the heat made it worst... well even the doctor couldn't explain whats wrong... but she did mention it must be something I ate... hmmm....

sunday night I had chocolates, UK nuts.... erm... UK cheese.... (yeah don't remind me how fattening... I need some fats anyways... ) Jo and lydia stop laughing.... hahaha... I know u 2 know what I'm talking about...

Anyway the above logo was not done on purpose... If you people do watch cartoons... you'll know exactly what it is... Its a cartoon... duhh... so far I have no interest in watching it.. kinda lame n boring..

Tagged by Cheong - Nonsensity

2008-08-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 9.47am
Name: Sarah
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe Size: 6/7 depends what type of shoe
Height: 164cm
Where do you live: Puchong
Favourite drinks: Sky Juice
Favourite breakfast: English Breakfast with bacon
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yeah couple of times
Swam in the ocean: Don't have such a big ambition OCEAN... beach probably... nearly drowned...
Fallen asleep at school: Almost...
Broken someone's heart: Yeah I'm a heartbreaker... (oops did I say that out loud?)
Fell off your chair: hmm.. dont remember..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Nope.. gila meh... I'd rather have beauty sleep
What is your room like: 1 Bed, 3 cupboard, books, cds, toys, mirror, clothes...
What's right beside you: text books.. (no life)
What is the last thing you ate: Maggi Mee
Ever had chicken pox: Yeah... horrible..
Sore throat: Yep.. that's like my best friend... I always have sore throat....
Stitches: Nope
Broken nose: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yeah
Like picnics: Depends which country... If Malaysia... no way...
Who was, were the last person you
Danced with: hmm... my dad... danced cha cha in the living room... i was 15...
Last made you smile: The TV
You last yelled at: My brother...

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Like? Yeah the whole world...
Kissed anyone: No one for me to kiss.. haha
Get sick: Nope...
Talk to an ex: Nope
Miss someone: I miss my dad, mom, sister.... (brother no cos v stay together....)
Eat: I havent eaten anything...

Best feeling in the world: With my family...
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:Yeah.. plenty... haha
What's under your bed: Hidden secrets...
Who do you really hate: I hate liars....
What time is it now?: 9.57am

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. Playing
2. Studying
3. Performed singing in school
4. Play "getah"
5. ICQ & computer games

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Listen to my new stack of CDs
2. Prep for Ms Chan's tutorial later...
3. Drive to college
4. Dry clothes
5. Keep clothes

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. GUMMY BEARS
2. CHOCOLATES
3. POTATO CHIPS
4. ICE CREAMS
5. hmm.. cant think what else...

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Pay off all the money I'm owing the bank now...
2. Start my own business
3. Give my parents and family a comfortable place to live in and things to use
4. Keep in the bank (FD)
5. This is the most important.... give to offering... to expand the kingdom of GOD..

5 of my bad habits:
1. Talk a lot...
2. Skipping meals
3. Lazy to do assignments
4. Watch tv... so make me lazy to do asgmt..
5. Get carried away while studying...

5 places I have lived/stayed a night in:
1. My house
2. Friend's house
3. Hotel
4. Dad's house in JB
5. Aunty' s house in Penang

5 things I will do after complete what i'm busy wif:
1. Thesis
2. Probably go out with my classmates
3. Spend more time with my family
4. Watch movie
5. Rest & Relax

5 people I tag: Dorcus, Sin Eu, Dennise, Anne Stephanie, Robb

Finally back....

2008-08-04T05:49:00.000+08:00

Finally my parents come back from their trip to UK for my sister's convo... Staying alone is torturing enough... well i'm not really alone... i hv my brother... but he's always not around at home and even if he is... he doesn't seem like he is at home... welll... living in the house without parents is indeed... horrible... you have to worry about what to eat everyday... sometimes.. you dont eat... as donno what to eat... time also passes by so slowly as... since there isn't much to do around the house... you have everything but no one to share thouse things with... pretty sad... now that they're back... to malaysia at least... ^_^

My parents bought me a few things... below are 2 of my favourite things among those gifts they bought... 1 Nike shoe ^_^ and a brand new blazer... and it fits...

Thanks mom n dad ^_^ dont forget to read my blog yah ^_^ hehe...

Joke of the Year!!!

2008-08-03T10:28:00.000+08:00

Okay... something really weird happen to me... well not exactly to me... its something some one said.. Have you ever wondered about WTF? Over dinner we were talking about the different signs people do with their fingers in different places means different.... like foul sign... then to explain what is WTF... then my bro straight away said "Wat the FISH" get it?... Ok then this person said... "Why FISH?" Man... wat a question... Its like asking a person who just come home..."Oh you back?"... Lame-ness is spreading... gosh... I couldn't stop laughing... I cant imagine a person asking this... so I just said, "Wat the Flower?" Goodness... No offence but this person is so innocent... So CUTE... Asking Cute question... I'm MEAN... laughing at people like that...

Funny... Cheer up peeps...

2008-07-23T08:54:00.000+08:00

From someone else's blog....

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower, gifts and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and World Cup 2.0.

And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,
Desperate Housewife

Reply:
Dear Desperate Housewife,

First keep in mind:
Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.

Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download
Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.

If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1.

Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files.

Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another
Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash
Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited
memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.

You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Tasty Food 3.0 and Tongkat Ali 6.9.

Good Luck,
IT Support

Something to entertain you... From London Times

2008-07-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

An Obituary printed in the London Times........ Interesting and sadly
rather true.

'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who
has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was,
since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.
He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:

Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the
worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault.

Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend
more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children,
are in charge).

His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but
overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy
charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens
suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher
fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.

Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the
job that they themselves had failed to do in disciplining their unruly
children.

It declined even further when schools were required to get parental
consent to administer sun lotion or an Aspirin to a student; but could
not inform parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have
an abortion.

Common Sense lost the will to live as the churches became businesses;
and criminals received better treatment than their victims. Common
Sense took a beating when you couldn't defend yourself from a burglar
in your own home and the burglar could sue you for assault.

Common Sense finally gave up the will to live, after a woman failed to
realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot. She spilled a little in
her lap, and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.

Common Sense was preceded in death,

by his parents, Truth and Trust

his wife, Discretion

his daughter, Responsibility

his son, Reason

He is survived by his 4 stepbrothers;

I Know My Rights

I Want It Now

Someone Else Is To Blame

I'm A Victim

Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone. If
you still remember him, pass this on. If not, join the majority and do
nothing.

Accident outside TAR College

2008-07-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

Pity... i was on my way to college yesterday and this happened at the intersection turning into the main road of TAR College. A chinese boy from my direction crash into a motor cycle as he was turning into the TAR College main road.. well the victim or the motorist is a Malay guy... I guess there isn't much to say..

Is this what they teach us in schools?

2008-07-18T05:36:00.000+08:00

Okay now that I have your attention... Not long after I reach home... suddenly there is a bunch of students from SMK Batu Lapan (my ex-school) gather in front of my house and a whole bunch of Indian students beat up a fat and big size Indian boy. I didn't manage to record this cos I thought they'll go away... but they did not... they continue to group infront of my house... suddenly.... (refer the video below)

2 Indian boys start to fight each other... so my bro n I watch the whole scene inside the house... then one of the Indian neighbour and the Malay neighbour stop their fight... Unsatisfied.. if u can see a boy walk past my house holding a glass bottle before the Kancil park infront of my house... He ran and smashed the bottle at the other Indian boy....

I dialed 999 because the Rakan Cop number is nt in service -_-"... and guess wat... the police reach 20 mins later... come on la.. everyone oso go away d la..

My Malay neighbour was furious.. he kept scolding them asking them to go back to school or go home...

so is this what they are teaching in the schools? or how our society teach us to solve problems using violence?

My Saturday activity with Shalom Home...

2008-07-09T14:08:00.000+08:00

Park Outing with Close friends...

2008-07-09T10:42:00.000+08:00

Mr. Yong's Farewell....

2008-07-09T09:53:00.000+08:00

Beaten while looking for help....

2008-06-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

What's this? Out of the ordinary, I wont be blogging about movies or music... This is what I think people have to know....

What appears to be a son in search of help for his dying mother... ends up beaten terribly and mother dies as help was too late...

The son tried to stop a taxi to fetch his mother to hospital but the taxi driver refused to stop, the next vehicle, which he thought could be help... was nothing but a group of robbers who took this guy further and robbed him of RM 500 + handphone, then beat him up after taking his belongings and left him unconcious... when he regained conciousness... it was too late... neighbours called ambulance and his mother passed.

Question: Is this the right society we live in? When a person who is in need of help did not only get help but robbed and beaten?

How should we curb this? Is there no hope?

I know with petrol price increased like this life gets harder... but robbing is not the solution... besides... this poor fella is poor literally... how can you rob from the poor?

God save this community...

To read this news.. go to http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/6/17/nation/21573357&sec=nation

Mariah vs. Madonna

2008-05-04T14:58:00.000+08:00

MARIAH CAREY vs MADONNA

If we were to really think about this... not to say I will side Mariah but I feel that so far Mariah is good or better compared to Madonna. In terms of voice, I personally think she already beat Madonna. Probably Madonna has "really interesting" showmanship... however... Mariah's latest album songs are really good compared to Madonna. I've listened to both, I still preferred Mariah's album. Her song like I stay in love and Bye bye are really my kinda genre. Soothing and rhythmic... whereas Madonna's songs are more like (sorry to say) lame and not much of a change from her previous albums. Its just her. Eventhough we hear thing like Mariah down with depression and stuffs like that... still amazingly she can still come out with great songs despite the fact she is pressured by her personal life. Probably those who do not favour her that much should give her a chance by listening to her song. Besides this, her songs really portray herself as in what kinda situation she is in... its in the songs.. through the songs... I think we would be able to feel her actual feelings when composing the song.

Give it a try... u never know u might just FALL IN LOVE with it ^_^

besides here are some sites that back my comments about her current success against Madonna:

http://www.stltoday.com/stltoday/entertainment/stories.nsf/music/story/948E2777F58DC3C38625743D00742E47?OpenDocument – sales more than Madonna
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/14190642/ - Mariah is still better than Madonna eventhough there are things that people still don’t agree on

Our Deepest Fear

2008-05-04T05:46:00.000+08:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, as children do.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.

It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine,we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

- by Marianne Williamson

Kenny G concert but no Kenny G... ^_^

2008-05-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

Exam Period...

2008-01-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

5th Sept Moral & Etika

11th Sept Business and E-Commerce

13rd Sept Politics & The Media

15th Sept Theory of Film

17th Sept Advanced Electronic Media

Looking at all the dates.... I'm not sure if I'm prepared yet.... Gosh 1st paper Moral... already no fun for this exam....